16/07/2022
I had an okay day today, mostly filled with introspection, reflection, and a little awkwardness.
Sometimes I want to be vulnerable but it can be hard. I’ve been called aloof, stolid, emotionless, hard, etc. it’s funny but it’s not funny. Unfortunately, I’m one of those that find it hard to display soft emotions or even communicate them. I’m the true hard girl, but outwardly.
It can be good and bad. Good, because no one knows how you’re feeling, bad, because no one knows how you’re feeling.
There’s a lot I wish I could rant about today, but, I’m not sure I can freely do so on my blog. I truly envy people that are open and easily vulnerable. I dunno how they do it, sometimes I’m even shocked. Lol.
Decided to say all these today, not for self-pity or anything like that, but because, daily I talk about something from that day and today, there were things to talk about, but I’m not sure I can talk about them cause I don’t know how, and I don’t want my entries to be about what’s doing me. Regardless, I gats post something.
Now you have something, and my entry for today is done.
Anyway, remember to be a light in your space 💫