Today started out well, I think it was a good day. However, towards the end of the day, I felt a little off.

I think I know what the problem is, and I’d like to talk about it with someone because talking has a way of making things better or bringing perspective, yet I don’t want to because I’m not sure the people I have available to talk to will understand what I’m trying to communicate or how I’m feeling.

They can try, but I’m not sure they’ll get it except they’ve experienced it, which I kinda doubt, but how can I truly know for sure if I don’t talk to them right?

Aside that, I feel like I’ll be told the typical, don’t worry, something good will happen, etc. I know these things and they are not bad, everyone says them for encouragement genuinely from their heart (I hope), I say them too to others but, tbh, I’m not sure it’s what I want to hear exactly atm and I’m also not sure what I would like to hear. It just makes it all weird, I know.

Anyway, if you’re reading this, say a prayer for me. I’ll appreciate it.

As usual, be a light in your space💫