They say there are optimists and there are pessimistic but there are realists too that most times tend towards pessimism. I’m the latter and it can be hard to be hopeful sometimes.

Something about being hopeful is the fact that when things don’t work out, it just hurts more and not being too hopeful protects and cushions whatever pain or disappointment ahead.

Because of this, I tend to not enjoy things because I sometimes think about when it’ll be over. Going through certain things in life can do that to someone.

Thank God I’m getting better and I’m learning more and more to enjoy the moment, they make beautiful memories.